Dear Ilites !!! I had been ranting so much and so much hubby laid off,ashtama shani,inlaws horrible behaviour.Wanted to update all of you what's happening.Nothing much ,just that i have acccepted that maybe i willneed to continue like this maybe forever or for some more time.So might as well accept it wholeheartedly and work towards securing whatever i can for our future.So i have joined some spiritual organisations offering free courses on whatsapp like thanks,gratitude,meditation.Believe me guys its working & i am slowly changing even better than what i was befoire.I no longer care what he/she said instead i chant the ho-opponoppono-(fi=orgiveness prayer)& leave it.My only solace is these whatsapp groups where we meditate,do prayers,chant & post our updates.God has thus been very kind to me & so i thank each of you here who has been constantly praying ,advising me selflessly.This is just a token of respect from me to you that life can be good even under bad circumstances.As per my inlaws & co sister, iam no longer in their drama sessions.I dont even care what they say/do.My internal wiring is changing so im no longer interested in their cheap things.Maybe this hard period was necessary for my own betterment. Regards Friends Radha