Dear all, Finally end of the story. H is likely to move out today. I am sure next few months will be a lil stressful adjusting to new life and initiating legal stuff. I really want this over so that I can move on in life. I am going to carry my mistake (my daughter) with me.... Anyway, while on one side, I already feel free and happy.....somewhere somewhere deep in my heart, i dont wnat to do this. But you know what, I am convinced separation is going to make mine and his life better. DDs life will be better too - peaceful - not having to witness constant fights. Dont knwo where life will take me from here, but I want to face it head on... I only want peace and happlness. My self respect matters the most to me and I am willing to kick anyone out of my life for its sake.... So tired and my head is spinning. I wanted to talk to someone....dont even know what I am typing....I really want this over. I dont want it over. I want respect and freedom - this will come only if this is over. I dont want to see this guys face ever in my life. never again.