ILadies.. my life so far... ---Got married in the year 2015,to a cheat(he faked his bio data, salary etc),abusive marriage,so living seperately since 2.3 years to till date. ---dint apply for divorce since my father is not at all supportive, i am unemployed now,no financial support, mom is housewife, we are currently living in my mom's parents place after they have left the world. ---A computer science engineer by profession, worked in mncs in India,but not technically very strong,managed all this while, now want to rather must go to some work to support me n mom. ---i am morbidly obese,4.11 ft at 90kgs, not able to take constructive efforts to reduce weight,because if i plan my diet and exercise regime, i ll have to do all the cooking myself as my mother doesnt help,its the way she is since long,btw she is obese too. and i end up being tired, and cant do anything regarding my job search. ---i have exhausted all my little assets,gold etc till now, to pay up for the emi for the flat i bought just because we wanted a place to stay in chennai.now its become a burden for me.i did spend amount on my credit cards for gifting my husband for festivals since my father denied having any money,i saved family reputation. ---i am here, without the least hope, 32 years of age and still cant figure out where am i heading to in life. i am a failure in everything i am lost..