Viswa sir - Thank you for stopping by and saying these things to me. Sometimes, we do it all and still don't have the confidence that we are doing it right. It feels good to get positive reinforcement from those whom I respect so much. Thanks a lot for saying these things. I'm not sure I'm all that great with everything you have stated but I do possess the uncanny ability to go give gyaan even when I'm not quite so well versed in many subjects. I've slid too many times. Right now, my health isnt the best and my weight has ballooned to the highest it has ever been, thanks to stress. Sir, I'm the most impatient person you would have ever know. I hold everything together with a very thin thread and when it snaps, I often grieve yet again, snap at something trivial yet again or break down yet again. I've noticed that whatever happens, I'm able to get myself together and face a new day and new challenges. I hope moms know that we are human and can sometimes cave under this stress but end of the day, we will somehow make it. These days, I'm unable to take external stressors. I can't deal with a lot of things I was able to with ease earlier because my cup gets full too soon. Hopefully, I can also learn to let go and let things i cannot control not take me over the edge. Thank you! When we know there is no option, we often times end up finding the strengths to endure. I think if I was ever told a decade ago that I would be here today, I would have not believed it. We all have reserves of grit within us and we find it when the going gets tough.