It's just a matter of luck. Luck..Luck.. how much does it actually matter? Aplenty..I feel. Even if you do your maximum best..You await that one stroke of luck. If its in your favour, u struck gold. Otherwise even the smallest mole feels like a mountain.. Our case..Me and DH always struggled..Even for the smallest thing we had to toil a lot. Prior to marriage, I thought I am unlucky. But this poor soul is another troubled one. Why we or a few souls like us have to fight with fate everytime? Why do a few others have it so easy? They ask and they are served in plate of gold..We ask though we get a mud plate. Why doesn't luck favour all alike? It's not jealousy but only botheration about why God's partial to a select few..