HI Ilites, i am loosing my intrest on my husband, because he will be fine when i am active and healthy, self manageable. but in recent days, his true color opened when i discharged from hospital after c-section. he behaved like a stranger. now i am afraid to go back to my husband house and lost intrest to take responsibilities in his home as a wife. but i have 2 kids now, so cant escape for long time. he loves his kids and will take care them lot. its been 8 years, i lost my beauty because of age, pregnancy, kids caring and job...more responsibilities . i have taken these responsibilities with love until i got to know true color of my husband. now i am in low mentally...staying with mothers place. husband and inlaws are staying in hyderabad. not getting intrest to go to hyderabad. afraid to have relation with him after these many years because i lost belief on him, lost love on him. he got promoted 6 months ago, his salary has been increased. so he is bread winner now.i resigned my job for pregnancy and delivery, so i lost my grip financially. of course i am consuming my expenses from my savings only and those are enough for next 2 years.he is having feeling that he is earning more, so that he should get all services like tasty food, comfort environment(no complaints, no arguments and no issues of home management). that mean he wants me to run home with in his budget like a super women and like a super mom cum as sexy wife. because he is bread winner right. but these responsibilities i did bluntly even those are suffering my health , my wishes and career because i had love cum belief. but now i lost those and afraid to step into his home. he became super busy with office work, so he is able to allocate time to work, kids, finance management. so only work-kids-finance-sex-work-kids-finace-sex---its became repeating sequence and no space to lovely talking, no space to heart full emotional sharing. because no time..to them as per his view and those are unnecessary seems to be. i explained my feelings already...but he is just smiling and leaving.