Hello all, Maybe I should be posting this in pregnancy forum but since its more of marital and general issue, I'm posting here. If it's not relevant to married forum pls excuse me. As by my past posts many may know that I have a immature husband and wortheless inlaws with whom i have cut all my ties except formal hi hellos wenever I go home( I'm currently staying in a hostel due to my studies and go once in a month to my husbands home where inlaws too stay). So we had decided not to get pregnant till my studies are over (another 6months) plus til our relation stabilises. But unplanned, pregnancy test came positive. Now my husband is confused and says he is not financially stable nor mentally prepared fr the baby but he said if I want to continue, he will support me. Inlaws- no sign of happiness on knowing their son and DIL are gonna be parents. Their first reaction - MIL said " you both didnt want pregnancy till 2yrs ..how did this happen...why didnt u take precaution". My parents reactions -they are happy and ready to support me in every decision whatever it maybe. Myself- my exams are 6months away...meaning I WILL BE NEARLY FULL TERM by the time my exams start.... Practically I feel I should terminate it and complete my studies.... But emotionally... my heart says there are lot of unfortunate people who can't conceive and are childless...n here I'm blessed with kid yet how can I be cruel and kill it..... I know ultimately I have to make a choice... I'm already in end of 1st trimester.... i cant delay the decision more if i dont want to keep this baby. (PLEASE dont use cruel words for me for even thinking about abortion... no woman wud want to end it without emotions). My reasons of why I want to not continue- 1. It's gonna be difficult to decide either baby or career when all my years of hardwork is at stake. If i pass the exam in coming 6months I'M gonna get my masters degree. 2. My relation with my husband is sti unstable. He doesnt spend for me. He is financially not stable either earns very less most of which goes in paying bills. 3. I have this scary feeling of what if in future after baby also he may not change and be under influence of his parents...if we separate... wat will be the fate of kid?? I dont want my kid to suffer. 4. If i continue with pregnancy, I'm in hostel...with exams nearing...i cant take leave.... and here no proper food nobody to take care of me incase any preg related complications arise in coming months. I'm also overweight with thyroid and pcod and i was initially fearing i may have difficulty in conceiving but its surprize that without any efforts ofcourse unplanned...but i conceived! I dont even know if i should be happy or sad. I also feel bad and guilty to end it...n fear what if I wont be able to conceive later when we are more stable and plan for pregnancy as i am aware of the complications with my health conditions and weight! Pls advice without judging me for thinking about ending pregnancy.