Im confused, Im scared.... Im i really pregnant??? dont know

Hi ladies,

Remember just last month i posted to get your suggestions abt TTC, i had to undergo two operations last year and i was not sure should i go for TTC or not.

Many of you suggested its better i TTC now as my problem was with ovarian cyst and many told to consult my doc. I consulted my doc she told its better i get pregnant soon as a part (non functional) of my one ovary was removed in operation. Still i was confused :confused2:i thought my body needed rest, but we tried only for two days during the O days.

I was not sure this month that im going to get pregnant also as i tried only twice this month. But, throughout this month i had on and off stomach pain both of us (me and DH) got very scared that pain may be related to my ovaries.:hide: I some how convinced him im ok no need to worry and all but deep down i was really scared. My periods were due on 18th but i dint get them the pain increased day by day and i started gastric like symptoms i burp and immediately my mouths starts watering, i was also felling guddiness while standing, so yeaterday night i thought of testing my HCG though i had least hopes on it.:drowning I came to office early today, bought HCG strip on my way to office and tested it, first there was only one pink line in the C section i told myself i knew it! why did i waste money on this?? before i finished my second line a very very light pink line started to appear on the T section i was schoked tilted the strip to light to confirm what i was seeing is truth. :yes:YESSS!!! it was pink. but very light may be because its just 5 days now. I then showed to my chinese collegues for confirmation they told high chances are there wait for some more days and test again and get blood test done.:thumbsup Im still not able to believe my TTC jrny ended before i could start it. Im very confused, im happy im scared i dont know what all, i hope that very light pink line gets darker next time i check it.

Thank you God soooo much:bowdown:bowdown:bowdown
and also thank you friends for your kind words and wishes in my last post.:bowdown

 

Thanks a lot ramya, keep me in your prayers