I am overwhelmed with the care and worry you all have shown for me.. When i was thinking i have no one to share my dilemma and to vent my heart out, I realized after reading so many positive thoughts from you all that I still have people who care for me... Thanks I will post my detailed problem soon as I have to hide using IL from my husband and in-laws and I am not coming to my job tomorrow. Yes i am working and that is the only time i am relaxed and somewhat happy. thank you everyone once again and specially @Cheeniya Sir.