Hi all, I was in usa from 3 yrs. I am in ttc . Suddenly i may move india if atall no god grace. I am bit afraid with ttc to face society and inlaws and relatives sil. To be sure till today my inlaws never pointed me or did not say anything directly. But they showed many times in their actions and intheir talks.Which we can take positive and also negative. Obviously they dont like me coz i disappoointed them. I am sos cared to face people around .what if they ask me ? I dont mind people ask also but how can i should handle that situation i feel i am so over reacting. Is that so? I dont ahve my friends in india everyone settled in usa. So i dont have any career.as soon as studies i got married and settled in usa till today. I dont ahve hope i will get job and i am not much intelligent too. I cant go on carreer side.i cant be pregnant .how will be life in india? I am so afraid to come ? Even my inlaws , or my arents they may feel rit that i am not getting pregnant and so. My inalws many times told to my mom that your daughter have so many health issues you betrated us. She dont know how to talk and all. She always stop me going to baby showers and going to marraiges giving any tambulam to sil as she feels i am unlucky if i give nathing to anyone they may get badluck. Even mil neighbours too so. She always tell scoiety that my dil is infertilitty. Such a bad luck .she do lot of pooojas but she wont get anything. I,e that she tells all. I am so afraid to afce again such situations. Please share your any incidents happene and how you handled it? Oh god please show some grace on me.i am so afarid to go. They dont believe in god an dprayers i cnat continue my fastings my gym my poojas anything how? I am ok if i stay seperately bt my husband never go for it. My main bother is also i cnat do my poojas happily infront of them I cant. Do you guys face the same thong or am i over reacting?if yo dont mind please reply .