Thanks for the advice. He is too good in living a life without speaking with me for days. I cant compete him in that. My husband doesnt let me hear the music I like. He says the music I listen to is bad for me. Its classic rock. He deleted all my playlist from laptop. He wants me to listen to christian songs which I'm not interested much. I dont watch TV in his house. No entertainment for me there. Mobile is restricted. But I can try other things with MIL. I know time heals many thing, But I dont want to adapt in this life thinking its my fate, I would like to see some changes as years go by. Hope things will change.