Thank you so much for the link. I agree , I don't know what will happen in my case but at least hopefully I can know what is going on in my life. Right now I feel I am a fool. I don't know if should I ignore ,fight , feel sympathy for him ( sometime I wonder after hurting me this much ,how can I still care that person but again I don't have answer for anything! ) So I will give my last try. @lavani thank you so much for replying.