Thanks everyone for your kind messages . I really felt bad for being so negative and lost control. May be moment of weakness and slowly gaining my confidence and trying to ignoring what’s going on with husband and family. My husband is not totally bad there are some goodness in him too. When in-laws are not there he never expects me to cook proper food and always ready to get takeaway while coming back from work. I do have domestic help who comes once in a week to clean my house. But I really don’t like any other ladies in my kitchen so never have a cook. Also I can never think of leaving my husband or taking alimony even if I have to separate. I really don’t have mental strength to be alone and raise my boys without father. Also I don’t share my personal problems with anyone who is close and caring to me because I don’t want anyone to judge my husband. Since my childhood was not so great I always wanted to have a good family for me and my aunt who has been my moral support always used to say that my second half life would be really good. She kept saying if there is darkness then light would surely come in the other half. I have a good image and not dare to break it to anyone and that’s the reason came here. I have seen this pattern that whenever I am down and in need of support my husband would not be there for me. If I am just normal and do my routines without any trouble then he is fine. My in-laws are another reason for his cold behaviour. I was stubborn and didn’t let them to control me during my initial years of marriage so they try to influence and control me through husband. They also use this parent not talking against me like ‘even her parents doesn’t bother about her and what kind of person she is’. I am sure this is what is causing him not to care for me and treat me like this. Not really losing all my hope, I have decided to fight for my space and live from my husband again but after my in-laws go back. With this I have decided I will never invite them again here.