Dear Friends, I was living a happy married life till my husband moved abroad. he is working abroad for the past few years and comes home every month. we decided i will stay in India with my son because of school, extracurricular activities for my son,etc . my dh wanted to move back home for good in a couple of years. My husband is a good caring person but doesn't get intimate with me. He avoids making love as he has ED(40 yrs old now) for the past 9 years. we hardly make out..maybe once in 6 months. i openly talked to him several times without embarrassing him but he is not getting help from doctors. I whataspp him about making out and stuff just to keep things interesting between us but he doesn't respond. Its like he is not physically attracted to me anymore. I left it as it is and continued with my life until i met a doctor before 6 months. i don't see him often but we had each other's number. one day , i messaged him regarding a problem. one thing led to another and we started sexting in a couple of weeks. we discuss family issues, his work issues,etc.we never went out or met while we were sexting.he wanted to meet me but i never had the guts to see him in person after we started sexting. we never talked over the phone either. but I felt happy again after so many years because of the attention i was getting. we both know what we were doing is totally wrong but continued with it as it was addictive. his wife found out that he is chatting with me and they had issues. we both stopped chatting now but i feel miserable. He was very affectionate towards me but abruptly ended the affair. I am in the healing phase now but its very hard. We cannot chat anymore and i am feeling very depressed. We don't want to hurt his family or my family. please don't judge me.. i know my mistake . please help come out of this depression. i am unable to concentrate on anything and think about him all the time. I want to be a normal person again focussing only on my child and husband.