Yes! Again blah blah.... Lost only 1.5 kilo... Now 108.5 kilo . I'm really don't know what to do! Most of them avoiding to go out with me. It makes me alone... Sometimes I feel cry and challenge myself.Nothing I achieved. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I want to look good. Every day I'm hearing weight loss advice. Try this and try this that. Sometimes i feel positive way. Other times they are making me feel discomfort to mingle. Im always compare my year by year clicks...i worry about why i am look like this. Why I'm not take care of myself. What I'm doing every day! Many more time I'm read my weight loss updates. Why im not update regularly .. Why i distract myself... There is lot of questions in my heart. I did consultation with dietician. They provide diet chart but following is difficult to me... If i follow as per suggestion I will lose . Again again I start here.. This time I get my dream. Let share my everyday story with you. Help me to get out of my negative thinking. Start my new lifestyle happily with you friends.