Hi ILite moms, I am terribly depressed about my baby's weight. She was 3.4Kg at birth, following week she came down to 2.8Kg. Paed said on 10th day baby's should be back to their birth weight, but my DD was not. She remained the same. one week later Paed checked the weight and she remained the same. So Paed suggested formula. But my Gyn instructed to me to continue breast feeding saying that my technique is wrong. DD used to feed every 1/2 hour. Gyn advised ( shouted at me) to maintain 2 hours gap between feeds. Gyn and Paed had conflicting views about my feed. My MIL from day one was annoying me by saying that you don't have sufficent milk and my DH was in her favour saying that she has given birth to 3 children and she knows everything. My MIL and DH tried to feed cow's milk to my DD. I strongly objected to it and shouted at my DH. We even fought in front of MIL. MIL was upset and told something to my DH and he didn't interfere much after that. I had faith in my Gyn's words and followed her words, and following month DD was on target. She did good for another 2 months. On 4th month she gained 500gms instead of 600 gms. Still my Paed was happy and asked me to continue BFeeding. But on 5th month I was travelling a lot with my baby,also DD became playful and didn't take feed properly and I started to work. After that DD was on BF,expressed BF and formula. On 5th month, DD didn't gain any weight for first 20 days, but next 10 days she gained 200 gms. I told this to Paed and she said it's ok and asked me to start with semi solids if I like. I was not willing in the beginning as I wanted to exclusively BF my baby for the first 6 months. But then I felt guilty as everyone who has kids of my DD's age has already started with semi solids and they weigh more than my DD. So I gave her carrot puree yesterday. She liked it very much. All these 5 months have been nightmare for me. Everyone in my family(except for my mom and dad), MIL, SILs, DH and other relatives asked me start with semi solids/cow's milk/formula after 3 months. I strongly rejected and continued with BF. Everybody stopped saying that. But now I feel very guilty whether I was right in doing so. Have I ruined my DD health? because they say first few months are very important for baby's growth. If I had given my baby formula/semi solids, would she gained more weight than now? My colleague's baby who is 4 months and only BF weighs more than my DD. I am worried whether I have done a wrong thing in sticking to my BF idea. Please tell me am I a bad mom?