Back on feet, the last three weeks of school before the year ends. I had some heart to heart conversation with my colleague and it made me feel relieved.
(after a short hiatus..) Day 22: Its my daughter's birthday next week..She will be turning 3..I am excited since last week..That one thing is enough to spray positivity into my otherwise mundane life.. I am already teary eyed now as she cried a lot today when I left to work asking me not to go...So I wrote something for her.. J.....you are my sunshine, that alleviates all the dark You are the hope I clinge on to during the toughest times.. You have filled the void in my life With an oasis of happiness You are not an individual atleast for now I consider you as a part of me or rather I am a part of you Your hugs and kisses evokes a sense of fulfillment in me Baby, I love you from the deepest valley of my heart I dream everyday, every moment To go to a distant land with you holding your hands tightly.. I love having you in my lap and tell you Stories of the scenes in front of us as we pass by I want to dance and sing out loud with you Share with you my deepest secrets when you grow up.. Be a friend and pillar of support in your life! Mumma has only one expectation out of you, I want you to just be happy forever nothing else is expected out of you To be honest, i hate to discipline you I hate to be firm with you Forgive me baby for all those time out sessions! Even after I am gone, I am gonna be around you Ensuring your safety and happiness. I am waiting for the day to jump with joy When you achieve what you wanted and Excel in all your endeavors Baby, remember, I am gonna be with you No matter what.. Your presence by itself has filled me with immense joy You are my angel who has healed me And given a purpose to my life By transforming my life, you have actually saved it.. Dear, winning a heart and being loved Are emotions that some dont get to experience in a lifetime.. But at this tender age of 3, you have already bowled me over Again and again... My heart is filled with you I repeat, Darling..I love you...
Did not login for a while but wrote down the positives of each day in a book. Don't feel like typing that now, so will continue with previous numbers. Day 19: Woke up and got a hug.
Day 23: Its raining here for the past few days with cool breeze all around . The surroundings look lush and greeny which is a treat to the eyes...
Cycled to university and then had a long walk in the evening. It really made me shed unnecessary thoughts, hurt and many more.
Day 67 : I had requested my niece to help my kid with a drawing of aqualife. She has done it so well and also taught my kid. Very happy
Day 68 : My kid today completed Maths home work without my help today. Glad the kid is picking up in that subject.
June 19/19: Almost weekend here but the results haven't come yet. The delay is worrying me. He is also traveling, an official and a home trip, back to back and unavoidable both. Reassures me all is going to be well. If only I had a positive attitude as him. To keep away the worries, keeping myself busy as much I can. Most productive week. Whatever works, right? #K-alm.