I slept in longer today. Not well since yesterday, not doing anything much productive, binge reading IL, bign watching Youtube, catching up on books of the month. in fact it is a confession of a week for me. It is one of those days, when I feel blessed that MIL is with us. She is making tea, packing tiffin for her son. She is happy i am happy ( both at the same time) But i must confess that i am liking the sick day better than a healthy day.
Need to clean my pantry full of unused but-bought-with-great-plans ingredients: Large tin of Coffee from Costco (will drink twice everyday, but gave up coffee) Large carton whipping cream (Will make pineapple pastry, but too many calories) Large bottle of grape jelly (Kids will finish it, kids hate it) Every flavor of Oreos (What was I thinking?) Different varieties of everything (pasta, pancake mixes, cheap canned soup)
are u talking about my pantry... add to that an unopened bag of chocolate chips...(hocolate chip cookies...) E
My confession, major one bothering me a lot. Being a very high skilled developer with lots years of experience couldn't able to clear one interview, and too basic level. Very very common questions. First time failed in an interview. Most bothering part is this interview was for ex manager team and recommended by him saying very good and talented resource. Top of this people who took my interview are my husbands colleague. Its a killing pain and killing guilt. Since my second is born i am facing depression because of her health and office stress .Top of this few months back lost my mom, didnt get to see her in past 3 years and she didnt see my little one . (I have 2 lovely kids and most supportive husband in everything) Okay what ever, i feel I am looser. Lost most valuable things in life: Mom , happiness in life , interview, etc.
The mgr and the interviewer will not feel bad, as they know you have small child, and you have so much in plate to deal with , so don't feel guilty. Take supportive H help to overcome the stress by sharing your feelings and (cry if it comes don't supress) and going out after that
In our household, chocolate chip cookie bag can never go unopened for a single day. It is a SIN. For me eating them in one sitting is a confession. You are doing great @justanothergirl , give that bag away if you are watching the numbers on the weigh scale, if not, please break that bag open and eat on my behalf!